I am sitting here madly trying to finish a Blurb book I bought a Groupon for a couple months ago with the intent of making my blog into a book since it journals some extra stuff for me. Especially the first year of my daughters life. And when I say "madly trying to finish" I mean, I've been thinking about it for days, but it takes FOREVER, which has been deterring me. I've only set up 10 pages and the original download was - I kid you not - 150 pages. I am doing things like putting more than one post on each page etc. I was trying to decide what posts to include, but really, I'll just put them all in. Much simpler. Anyway, I only have until October 4th to do my order. So this is where you find me most evenings.
It is fun to see some information that I haven't thought about in...forever! I was just reading a post from the 19th of October 2007 and I read that my baby's head wasn't engaged yet and we might have to figure out why soon, or if she was breech. Like...really?? I didn't even remember that was remotely an issue!
But maybe I'll try to record a few more pregnancy things for my second Blurb book go around. For example, I had completely forgotten that I developed pregnancy arthritis (I don't know that that is what it is exactly. Only my finger joints get really sore, especially in the morning.) in my hands when I was pregnant with Miriam. Until I started waking up with it in THIS pregnancy. This time, my joints stay generally sore all day long. But night time/ morning time is a lot worse. At least this goes away. And maybe I'll completely forget about it again.
I have not had pre-term labor this time! As a matter of fact, as of tomorrow, I am 37 weeks. No one will try to stop my labor if it starts. I have been much more aware of contractions this pregnancy. It is very interesting because I don't know that I ever noticed them before my pre-term labor with my first pregnancy. Although I guess this is pretty standard, to notice them much more subsequent pregnancies. Sometimes I have quite a few. Never enough for me to call the Dr about, but enough for me to lay down for a few hours sucking down water. Today was a "ton of contractions" sort of day. The difference was if they had kept up for more than an hour or so like they were, I WOULD have called the Dr today. They've slowed down now. But I've had a lot today. And frankly, it's creeping me out. Like, I could have this baby anytime. And no one would try and stop me.
So, I may have finally started packing a hospital bag, and a bag for Miriam. And I should really write a birth plan. We joke that we know that this baby is a boy, because I am not nearly as prepared as I would normally be. It's a lot of eh, I should do that huh?
In any case, I'm going to put away the computer now, because believe it or not, sitting propped up like this makes my contractions come back. And I'd like to go to sleep now. I still have to write a birth plan tomorrow.